like the flowing river

do i have a fundamental flaw?

maybe i'm not creative enough, maybe i can't always find things to pique your interest, maybe maybe maybe.

i'm tired of thinking i'm inadequate, that i always have to try harder. that i'm always the one that has to change.

i'm starting to wonder if
it
was
never
meant
to
be.

i'm just trying to be me. if that's not enough i don't know what else i'm supposed to do.