dazed and confused

i'm sorry i keep upsetting you.


am i damned if i do, damned if i don't?

there is a path to salvation, a shining light at the end of the dim tunnel
i started on it but a storm blew me off course.
and now i'm back on. determined. purposeful.
i look down and realise that the path is now a wire
and suspended 15 stories high.
i don't want to fall
but if i do
will you be there to catch me?