T.I.R.L

part 2.

I would really like an awesome statement belt. Ie. one with awesome buckle. Goes with jeans and encourages pelvic thrusting.

I'm sorry, you said what!? Get a load of *insert pelvic thrust* bamm!

a change of inspiration

Copying an idea from a friend's blog.

I will randomly and surreptitiously insert into the blog, Things that I Like. And maybe I'll have a Things I really Don't Like.

This week.

I really like the smell of a lit fire- for bbq/fireplace/bonfire purposes. Not arson..

Bestfriend

[Musiq] Nowadays I don't understand
Why my love doesn't love me like she used to before
Now lately the sun just doesn't shine and my paradise is gone

Cause most of the time
We argue and fight
Over things that doesn't really matter
Lord knows that I tried
To give all my love
So what should I do?

[Carol] You got to understand it's all about give and take
You can't be so demanding
Things won't always go your way
If you just give it time
And think about her feelings
Then things will work out fine
Learn to make her your best friend

[Musiq] I hear what you saying but my girl she's always
Complaining and and blaming me for things I'll never do
And I don't know what, what it is that I did that was
So wrong to make her feel I'll ever be untrue to her

Cause most of the time
We argue and fight
Over things that doesn't really matter
Lord knows that I tried
To give all my love to her
What should I do?

[Carol]
You got to understand it's all about give and take
You can't be so demanding
Things won't always go your way
If you'll just give it time
And think about her feelings
Then things will work out fine
Learn to make her your best friend

See what you need to do is stop catching attitudes
And just try to take the time to hear her out
Stop being so defensive and try to be more attentive to
Show her you respect what she's talkin' 'bout
Cause you know how us women can be and when we
Feel threatened we react instinctively
When our emotions have grown to its high
We can tend to just let it control
Our lives

[Musiq] Well all right I'll try next time I'll try a little tenderness
Even make sure that I give her more complements
Maybe I could practice on being more patient
And compromise for my baby yeah yeah.

[Together]
If you want her in your life
Then you got to be willing to try
See it's worth the struggle
Cause in the end she will always
Be your best friend yeah.

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Cos I love you
And I never want to stop trying for you
I want to be your best friend.

Your blog just saved us.

fatigue and M.I.A

Relationships are about give and take.

I don't mind giving, but...

:(

I'm missing me.

A To and the Fro

Here is the to. 2

And here is the fro, as promised.

it's just a game

..but our relationship isn't.

We're more similar than we think. So I understand where you're coming from. And I still love you.


Two of a kind, with a little growing up to do..

low

Gravity is working against me,
And gravity wants to bring me down.


I wish you could help, but I don't think that's where the answer lies. I'm sorry.

Just keep me where the light is.

Feeling like you're not part of anything. It's a bad feeling to have.

Shake it off.

The grass is greener on the other side but it's such a long way uphill.

My load is so heavy.

I. want. this feel.ing. to end.

feelin philosophical

The last few days have been non-events for me. Not much going on, not much doing. I feel like I'm treading water.

I've spent a bit more time with Joan and that's made me feel good. Otherwise, not much. All the action happens this weekend- moving house into a room that is itself shite, but I'm hoping that it is everything else that comes with the room that makes it good. This ranges from things like awesome cable internet (compared to shite adsl that I have to put up with atm), platinum foxtel, to other things such as travel time to work (hopefully minimal traffic), and being able to spend more time with Joan, even if it's just snatching an hour here and there.

Moving house and changing jobs are two things that don't happen all that often in one's life- although I suppose that depends on your industry and career choice. I feel it won't happen many times for me. The expense involved in changing this is like changing cars- don't do it too often cos it's just a waste of money.

Things come and things go. I'm beginning to realise that alot of the time friends do as well. And it's sad. The people that truly value you, and the people that you value, are often very different people altogether. I wish it wasn't like that in my life.

There's an old expression, that you should be able to count the number of true friends that you have in your whole life, on one hand. There's also a modern take on that- for every 100 friends a person has on facebook, they probably only truly have 2 friends. Well, by that count, I would have 4.6 (I suppose round that up to 5, or have 4 friends and know an infant). One hand.

Beginning to think, who are the people I'm always calling to contact, and who are those that take the time to text or call me? The people that I cared about, and the people I thought cared about me, yeah, it's different people.

In times of hardship you see who your true friends are, and you see their true colours. I don't know my colour, but the people that have my back- I've always preferred the company of a few to the company of many. Suppose that's lucky.

But it all doesn't matter. To be loved, and to love. That's much more important.

I love you. I love you for trying your best. Let's grow together.

quote, unquote

I want your kisses in the morning, yeah
to let me know that everything will be alright
I wanna touch you every night before I go to sleep
to let you know that everything will be just fine

Whenever you're happy,
it makes me happy
I wanna be there for you
and do whatever makes you smile..

- Anthony David, "Ain't Good Enough For Me"