It's always disheartening to find out that someone close to you had doubts about you, whether they tell you straightaway, or whether you find out in retrospect. It probably hurts more finding out after the fact.

Sometimes I feel this is all wrong. I can't handle your detachedness when it's aimed towards me. If I can't seem to get that spark with you, then I may as well not...

And my head keeps spinning

Can't stop having these visions

I gotta get wit it

Chased the good life my whole life long

Look back on my life my whole life gone

Where did I go wrong?

Kanye West ft. Kid Cudi- "Welcome to Heartbreak"